Lost & soon to be found.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Who Am I?

I try so hard to be somebody else, someone who is entirely different. The blood within me rushes through this fragile body without linger, leaving me with no choice, no true reason. If only I could linger.

My ligaments are left unbound. Their binding structure lost connection.

Who am I.

Anyone out there?

Kayla.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Lost

This untouched side of the bed comforts my body in a time of harsh loneliness. My legs, lengthened forward, my hands, lay rested on this well-known, un-forgetful keyboard. The keys, used most frequently, the mouse, left forgotten, never once handled with such powerful manner. This back of mine falls rested upon the hardened wall, while my face is drawn so easily to this screen, this bright, powerful yet inviting screen.

I'm left still, lost for words, and saddened with myself. Why do I bring myself down so easily? Why do I put myself through this constantly, as if to say, I feel satisfied? Because, if that's the case... I'm definitely not satisfied..

Anyone out there?

Kayla.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

I'm no writer, I'm simply just as anyone else, trying to get my thoughts out on paper. Sometimes it works, sometimes not.

I miss my family.

Anyone out there??

Kayla.